Hi...

 My name is Emith Hart, though that is an alias. I am 13 years old, and I have been proana for awhile (roughly nov. of 2015), but I've gotten way off track, and I've lost my way - but now I want back in. I want that good feeling of seeing the number drop. The feeling of eating 250 or less. 

 Now, you may be thinking that I'm "too young" and I simply "don't understand", but I do. I understand how it feels to hate yourself for eating anything, to the point where you purge the shit back up because it makes you sick to the stomach. I know how it feels to creep down the stairs at night, only to shove food in your face and then proceed to puke it all up. But I don't want to do that anymore. I don't want to shove my fat fingers down my wretched throat anymore; I simply want to go back to the success that there once was. I simply want to be a thin girl of bones - and I will be. 

 I guess at this point I should reveal some things about myself - give you some insight. As i stated earlier, I am 13 years of age. I am roughly 5'4" at a disgustingly fat weight of 154. I have eyes with barely any pigment, though in the brightest of days they are a dark brown. I have a lavender deathhawk, though I do want to grow my hair out. I constantly wear sweaters to hide my old and new scars, even in the summer. I love pop-punk music, though I've more recently grown a love for soft, meaningful music, such as "emotional anorexic" by svavar knutur. I mostly keep to myself, because I've been betrayed one to many times in my life, and I don't really trust people. My life consists of blurred days and large numbers, though I wish for them to shrink.

At this point I think I should place some "goals" for myself, as I did the last time I attempted this journey.
 GW 1 - 140
 GW 2 - 130
 GW 3 - 120
 GW 4 - 110 
 GW 5 - 100
and specifically,
 UGW - 91
                  
        Toodles,
               Me