Hey! I'm sorry that I haven't updated (though nobody reads this anyways), but shits crazy right now. My dad is out of jail, and I will now tell you why he went in. For quite awhile, my dad was selling pills, and then he decided to restart his "career" of stealing credit cards. Well, He got caught, and stayed in there for about two months.
To say how my Ana journey is going.... well, it's okay i guess. for the past two days, I had eaten under 500 cals to prepare myself for the ABC diet. Well, that turned out to be a bad idea, because I binged all to hell today, considering my family had the BEST IDEA to roast smores when they fucking knew I was trying to not eat sweets. And they fucking asked me if I wanted a smore. At first, I was like, no thank you, an then they kept asking and asking and asking and asking, so I finally said yes. And the proceeded to eat 5 damn smores. Fuck my life. Im so dam mad at myself, I can't even comprehend why I'm still alive.
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